Decline in LGBT Support Theory

If you haven't heard about the research done by the Pew Research Center I suggest you click here for the article done by Huffington Post. 

Recently there has been a decline in support for the LGBT community.  I had a prediction that this might happen mainly because of what is called a clique, and more then not cliques are not usually healthy and can be psychologically traumatizing. A clique isn't a group of friends that 'click', but rather a group of people who are together for power and popularity. Members must conform to the group’s idea of what is cool dress and cool behavior. Unfortunately, not everyone outgrows this concept, and I'm pretty sure majority don't. I know for a fact you know what I'm talking about. 

Please remember, a statistic can be altered by the slightest change in numbers, and you can't always trust a study done. I understand that Pew Research Center is one of the least bias, and acclaimed most reliable polling organization. 

It's more then likely that by the time 2016 rolls around there will little debate about gay marriage, which will be a huge relief so we don't have to debate about someone's rights.  

I'm Back... And wow!

I left all the world of Blogger for a while so I could get acclimated to a new school environment.  Of course, there was so much that happened and lets just say... it didn't work out. Collage and me didn't exactly get along very well. 

I was kind of in a rut this year, and couldn't exactly figure out why I wasn't... feeling it. I didn't have time to find a job and I didn't have the time to... you know continue being this great person who posts once a day. I'll be as transparent as I need to be. 

Alright, so wow! I wasn't aware that when I left there would be about five people per week viewing this blog. Before I left 

there were only four hundred views on this blog, and when I returned there were over a thousand views. 

That's about it. This is my reintroduction to this blog. I have new social media to share with you. 

Inspiration from my father

I had a talk with my father about being transgender, and this is what he had to say about it. I was really glad he was able to make me feel more confident about being me.

Re-launching "Natural" Transitioning Trial

Alright last time I was unable to purchase the suppliments for the transition but I have a shipping coming in about 2-5 days from now. 

Suppliments I'll be using: 

Universal Nutrition Animal Pak Sports Nutrition Supplement - it contains many of the vitamins such as ZMA and other amazing elements, and it had an excellent review so I'm going to give it a try. I'm getting the 44 pak. 

PES Erase High Affinity Inhibitor - this is a testosterone booster and a estrogen blocker. And it also had an amazing review as well. It contains 90 caps. A bodybuilder suggesting this with caffeine to loose additional weight so I'll have a cup of coffee or tea with this. 

All together I paid $52.02 this was a lifesaver I thought I'd have to put out over two hundred or more to get what I needed, but luckily I was proven wrong. I will start when I receive the products. 

Also during the "transition" I will be eating foods that are supposed to boost T, losing additional weight (apart from the 37 lbs that I've already lost), cut down on sugar T-T, and continue working out. 

I had an epiphany - Glasses helped me pass.

I was getting a eye exam done today and I had stigma in both of my eyes (mainly the right), and when trying on different frames to see which ones looked the best on me I found a pair that almost made me look like Cho Kyuhyun. I wasn't exactly thrilled to be 'cute' looking for a guy, but as long as I can pass for a guy I was happy with good enough. 

So this might be something for someone who wears glasses and looking for an alternative way to pass I'd suggest looking at different glasses frames. 

I finally told my best friend I was transgender....

Today was very difficult for me - I finally summed up the courage to tell my best friend of 12 years that I was Trans. It was one of the most nerve racking thing I've ever done, and will probably ever will do in my entire life. I've figured out its much easier to tell one or two people at a time instead of having a whole gathering of people, and soon it will just be a fact not a "OMG she wants to be a boy". 

I was very excited to find out she is accepting, and I've known she's bisexual and supports the lgbt community but is still isn't used to me being transgender. And obviously she'll need time to acclimate to the idea of me being me or rather as a guy. 

But as I change my physical appearance people will start to understand without being told, and it'll just become a fact "that's a boy" which will be really exciting for me. 

Main things preventing me from passing in public

This is a photo of my torso... Obviously for safety purposes I will remain anonymous - not that I don't trust you guys it's just I haven't come out to my extended family, and just encase they happen to find this I don't want them knowing it's me. 

So here's my passing problems:

• Wide hips - I'm not too sure you'd be able to tell in this photo but I do have moderately wide hips. 
• Overweight - I'm sure many transguys struggle with this as well but this is something I feel prevents me from passing. But I've lost 35 lbs and still losing. 
• Can't find clothes that fit properly - I'm 5'6" and that's short for a guy... Well, shirts that I find in the men's section of stores almost go to my knees and the sleeves are too long. 
• Double-D Breasts - This is pretty self explanatory, my father has even said they look "above average". 
• Girly face - All the things that I could have been born with my face could compare to the Aphrodite painting.