Does anyone remember Pon & Zi? I never really associated any gender with them - which is cool right?
Well my social anxiety started when I was in Kindergarten some snotty kid came up to me and said "why are you fat?" I didn't know the reason back then - but I sure do now. Anyway over the years I would get teased for being overweight and it bothered me. It got so bad that I'd come home crying and I'd tell my dad about it. He couldn't really do much but really didn't understand why I was affect by it since the bullies were just jerks.
But it's so bad now. And I want to tell those kids in school if you're being bullied go to the principle or your counselor. I have been traumatized from being bullied and now I tend to shake and it's hard to be comfortable around people. I have a tough time making friends and it's NOT something you want.
It's now the fact I have a hard time making friends that kills me the most - I can't seem to tell people directly what I want.
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