Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Dysphoria



Well it looks like things are going pretty well except I just got the period. IT FREAKING SUCKS!!! Unfortunately I'm not on T so it still happens. I'm not really upset just really annoyed. I've never been overly dysphoric day-by-day because lets face it I have way too much shit to deal with just to pile on the dysphoria on top of it. 

But it seems my dysphoria usually occurs to me when I'm done doing everything and I'm sitting down thinking - without any warning it just hits me. Of course, I get upset and everyone else their attitude goes downhill as well. It's a really difficult situation for others as well. 

For those who are unaware what dysphoria for trans people is referred to as gender identity disorder. Gender identity disorder is a conflict between a person's physical gender and the gender he or she identifies as. 

To put this in basic terms, I was born as a boy in a female body, and most would assume that this would be a positive thing but it very much isn't. 

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